allaboutme

2010-01-23T21:07:00.004+08:00

*moved to candy-lady.tumblr.com

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2009-12-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

A few hours more till it determines something .
A few hours more till i'll know whether I proceed on to the next level or not .
I just hope for the best , really .
I dont want to go home and crying . I did that a few years ago .
I dont wannt it to happen again .

*my blog is like dead and its halfway done .

Ms Gan's Wedding(:

2009-11-22T22:36:00.003+08:00

Congratulations, Ms Gan.

Now Known as Mdm Gan(:

graduation night.

2009-11-18T15:47:00.002+08:00

maybe this is the new way.

2009-11-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

I've met a new way.
I'll hope and wish all night if this is the right one.
I've took the easy way out? No, but Im happy now.
Comes along with a new resolutions in life(:
Distance and time is nothing now.
I'll never make those as a reason.

Day and night I've been having this thought.
What if I dont pass? Where will I go if I can't make it?
I really to clear this doubt . I reallly want the results as soon as possible.

Oh! I'll be missing you too.
We'll catch up again next week(:

i need air to breathe

2009-11-05T01:14:00.006+08:00

Everything is explained now.
I don't need you to explain. Cause I swear, I'll never believe your words.
All are lies.
Ohmy, Alina! Hasn't the 3 years ago's incident wake you up yet?
Or maybe I was blinded and stupid?
In the beginning, I freaking don't care.
Whats with the sudden where are you? Why do you fking care?
Ohmy! you're reallly someone one day, trust me gonna get a punch from me.
I swear! If I were to see you outside, I'll punch you.
You're fking ugly. Ohmy. But that's the fact.
Cepat2 kau berambos pon baik.

Sometimes, I'm just wondering what game do you intend to play.
I've quit, but since you wanna play, i'll go on.
&for your infomation, eventho Im 17, my attitude is not as childish as yours.
wa'llah I can't stand you anylonger.
I just wish I get to punch you.
&&oh! what a cheap minah you've got there.

Oh people. Please dont ask for who this post is reffering to.
The person is someone labelled as Mr.R
You know yourself well.
Get a fking life.

Look, you're a LOSER!

2009-11-01T22:55:00.005+08:00

Thanks to Isyabby for that day on the 26th(:

Loveyou, bbbygirl.

&yea, whatever you said were true.

&Thanks for being there,hunney.

1NOVEMBER2009

Shooping with the girls. Yeay! I've got the flats, again.

LOL! Ferina & Phyllis was like, eyyyy! NOT flats, please.

&&&they totallly ignored. Funnny ladies.

Vivo & Orchard was th places we went to just now.

&&&&I loveeee th dinnner.

Let me say I'm way way lazy than you could ever think!

LOL. b'cause I dont wannna find work nor going out to work.

malas.

Not everyone is the same.

Sometimes, I just find it difficult communicating with you.

You speak baboon language. While I speak in English.
You seee what I mean now.

&OHMY! now you're like saying something to me.

Tuesday? You know what? This time, you're gonnnaaa get hurt from me.

Its me . Alina Hammoud. Not those minahhhhs or those stray dogs where you can pick them up from the streeets.

You understand?

2009-10-28T12:36:00.002+08:00

When it comes to your saying, it disgust me alot.
So shut up and keep a distance from me.
I still wonder what do you want. You're just like an idiot , who never mean what you say and just play with other people's feeeeling. Im a lady not a doll. I've got feeeelings , in case you don't know. What th hell are you trying to prove here? I had enough of your lies, words and let me say everything.

Eid Mubarak (:

2009-09-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

with my favourite one ( :

Nazreen .
Candid (: Ira , Me , Nini .

Alina Hammoud & Nini Carlina Hammoud

with the cute girl; Umairah .

Best ever grandma(:

Love her .
Th one and only my little brother; Qaish Ishraf .

Once again, the siblings.

Qaish Ishraf .

Greetings everyone!

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims.

Hari Raya has been great : )

A few more days to resume the rest of the papers.

InsyaAllah it will be smooth for me .

Thanks IsyaHudson (:

2009-09-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

FAB-ULOUSSSSSS dayyyyy !
IsyaHudsoooon! I just loveee you :p
&&&oh. thanks for accompaniying me shopping .
shoes and more shoes. we totally have the same taste .
i can go crazy everytime i walk pass th shoe shop .
we breakfast at my all time favourite place .
spicy oi! tak boleh tahan! . hahaha .

&&oh!
next weeeek must get myself atleast a pair of shoes for Hari Raya .
I simply love my baju .

Sometimes, in life , one just have to tolerate and sacrifice.
But not until to an extend whereby one party can't tolerate any longer.
Im very patient enough . But I just hope others don't take advantage .

my answer

2009-09-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

Prelim's results isn't that bad as I thought .

Eventhough the marks is not what I expect.

I expect to obtained better grades for N's.

I dont believe in such " ...If only... / ..I should have..."

To me , such thing shouldn't exist .

I must sacrifice now and include the excitement in the later part .

1more day and my malay language paper.

I hope this time I won't ruined my karangan .

&next will be social studies paper. followed by English language paper.

Things have been good so far .

& Oh, I need time. and i wish you all the best .

I know you want this all this while.

Go on , this is your dream (:

Like you tell me to ,

i'll wait .

thoughts ;

2009-08-27T18:17:00.005+08:00

A few more days to get prepare before sitting for th national exam.

1001 thoughts going through my mind. Questions and questions.

Will I proceed on to the next stage where I want to be?

This will determine , not the words.

Giving others another chance is just a step ahead.

I must start believing in second chances.

Not everyone is the same. Well, i need to be optimistic.

&Oh! I've got choice. Its not a must to carry on.

I need to take it easy and take it slow. ( :

A few steps ahead, soon , I guess.

Fatigue.

2009-08-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

Soooon , papers gonna end.
Just a few more days. I m so fatigue.
A few more papers to go .

&&the parade in school , so tiring , okay!
and ohhhh, this weeek i havent been to any night study .
maybe tomorrow. but tmrrow wanna study DNT paper? i dont think so.
lol . i neeeed to study physics and geographyyy for tmrrow.

i justt need to wait and see, maybe ....maybe not . I hope I can be strong this time( :

aim .

2009-07-25T22:43:00.005+08:00

i neeed a new phoneee( :
'such a rude phone so misbehave.
pleaase work as per normal ,phone, pleaseeee.

. imiss Fallybby .
neeed to meet her badly ( :

i've made up mind. i dont mind sacrfice now then being regret in the end.
cause there's no such word as

" if only i knew...."

i super neeed the 19 point or lower for the freaking 5 subjects.

just another day (:

2009-07-24T15:45:00.003+08:00

new hairstyle.
haha. yea , cut my hair not much different .
i myself don't know why yesterday . lol .

Last two days.
blooooodyhell . If only prelim wasn't yesterday , i would have shouted back.
Th only reason , i don't want to get suspended from school .

Mum's birthday in a few more days.
Bought her gifts already . So not much things to think about .
& only left mummy 's Anne birthday gift . Need to get them soon .

Yesterday paper wasn't that bad. manageable ( :
i hope i didn't screwed up the summary part . lol .

Its hard to understand others especially when we ourselves never experience or in the same shoes as them. I'm trying to learn new things each day. Gonna be awake and be aware of things around. I'm no longer gonna take things lightly . It matters alot now.

&Oh , what's his name ?

Siblings Love;

2009-07-20T17:26:00.002+08:00

There's time whereby we just have to keep things to ourselves.

I believe when things are kept unsaid , its better that way .

No one knows and its all in you . Just you (:

The best person to keep secret is you yourself.

its all about it.

2009-07-17T13:33:00.003+08:00

Last two days.

N level oral- i gave all my best & i expect good grades.

i want better marks than prelim . hopefully.

Next week its English Prelim paper one and two.

then followed by the rest of the papers.

Things happened at all times.

Bad things happened and good things too.

This is life. We can't always expect good things to show up.

Sometimes , we describe life as roller coaster.

We can predict when its gonna turn but we are not certain about it.

i never believe promises. cause some people have this concept where by ' promises are meant to be broken' . & i wonder why do you promise then? nowadays people are just weird.

tmrrow English N level Oral.

2009-07-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just feel stupid.
just that particular day, so dumb!

was it me ? or something else?

finally, this week can concentrate more on studies.
tmrrow is my Nlevel English Oral.
Ohhhhgod! Im so nottt ready!

Im just to afraid if i screew things up!
that's so me, whenever i'm nervous, i will go clumsy and tumble!
&&&plus, i speak crapppp.
that's so not gonna happen.
may god bless me.

Prelims are sooo next month .
&yet not ready .
somehow, need to squuueeeze everything in my brainnn .

random .

2009-07-09T18:59:00.001+08:00

wont be updating muchh.
;prelims drawing near .

Happy 17th Birthday

2009-06-28T12:57:00.003+08:00

Sweet 17 (:

Im seventeeen now.

Like in the text , syaa sent: now that i'm seventeen , must act like seventeen not seven .

Okay will do yea , hunney . hehe(:

&&Thanks to all who wished me .

Appericiate it alot.

Especially those who stayed up just to wish me .

&&Thanks alot people for the awesome gifts.

Especially my familyy(:

I wanna live life happily.

Another Outing(:

2009-06-24T22:27:00.004+08:00

Every outing with them will always be a memorable one.
They're simply great bunch of siblings.
Thanks a million Kak Ain & Faizal & Abang Irwan .
The Taking Of Pelham 123. Suchhha an awesome moviee(:

&&&Oh! Thanks Kak Ain for the Diary [ Scrap ]
&&Also , Faizal . Haha. Thanks a million for the Tiffany & Co.'s bracelet

with FallyBby

2009-06-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

The last minute outing with FallyBby(:

&we watched ; i love you ,man .

funnnny movie.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-20T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hi earthlinggggs( :
Happy Fathers' Day in Advanceeeee to ALL fathers out there.

&&" insyaAllah , amin" haha.
so cute! i know. ( :

erm. sometimes, i just felt that i wanna scream at some people who
i just cant stand any longer. but , I'll always remember something.
revenge will never satisfy you forever .

soooooooon , i'll be 17 eyy.
ohmy. i wanna be 13 forever. hahaha( :

countdown: 8 more days.

happening .

2009-06-18T19:42:00.005+08:00

Hi Earthlingssss.
Im back. Eventho its holiday. Im not always at home full-day .
Just got back from a short trip a few days ago .

BroadcastAsia2009
Th exhibits were great . Lots of new stuff.
I've explore new things. Great gadgets.
So th 21st centuary . It is not open to public. Only with passes.
Im known as the freelance trainer.

I've always thought if only we've been like this before.
A day without fight . I would love to see you another day.
But its impossible. We've been apart for a few years now.
We're from different path of lives.
If only I would tolerate a little more.
But I dont live to please anyone.
Its hard sometimes to make all of them happy .

Random

2009-06-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

Things dont always happen the way we want it to be.

We dont always ask God for help without us even trying our best. God always help those who helps themselves.

Respect.

Nowadays people just dont seem to respect one another. Respect doesnt come along with ages. Respect others just the way you want others to respect you. Respect is not only through verbally but also physically . You might not get the direct compliment but from the way you act , your manners, shows alot what kind of person you are.

Time and tide wait for no man

2009-06-04T11:03:00.004+08:00

Family love.

..wonderful time together on monday.

The question she asked kept on playing on my mind.

Or shall I take her question as something that is positive ?

I need to be more optimistic eventho at times , I m not.

No human is perfect . I just need time , thats what i told her.

Its not easy for me just to start all over again .

Im happy for her that she's happy now and she managed to get herself a new book .

Not everyone is the same.

Some scars are left behind for guidance in their life.

To make us remember .

Thoughts Going Through My Mind

2009-05-28T18:50:00.003+08:00

Questions & Questions each day.
Why me? Why am I going through this? Why must it be this ? Why & why ?
&This things even make me think of giving up.
But, there are things that makes me go strong each day and to live life to the fullest.
Each and everyone of us has different things to go through .
As you see , I didnt mention the word problem. I dont want to think those things as problem . If I think about it as problems, I could just give up. Thinking of it as a burden to continue each day of my life.
Life is short . I m not gonna live that long, not even forever. There must be a reason to everything that happen each time in this world. I must do something so that I could see some glitz at the end of the day .
&&one more thing , I don't live to please everyone nor anyone.

Echelon Conspiracy

2009-05-26T22:02:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since the last update.
Oh well, tight schedule! well, i can very .
midyear is done. &that's not the end. In fact, that's the beginning .
I must start having intest on whatever I'm doing.
Just like the saying . Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

Yesterday I dared to struggle. Today I dare to win.

Oral Prelims for English was pretty good. I believed I didnt screwed the reading aloud and picture discussion. But the conversation, maybe? LOL( : Honestly, I can't hear the examiner's question during the picture discussion . She speaks so soft . Ohmy!

My heart is a red rose. When happy, it sparkles brillianly. When sad it bleeds and forms a dark puddle under it. When my heart dies, the soft fragile petals fall. So you might want to put your rose in a vase.

Echelon Conspiracy (formerly titled The Gift) is a 2009 action thriller film directed by Greg Marcks and starring Shane West, Edward Burns, and Ving Rhames. Great movie! ( : It's a must watch. Watched it yesterday & I rate it 4.5 / 5.

'Longg Distance

2009-05-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

Now the minutes feel like hours.
& the hours feel like days while I'm away.
You know right now I cant be home.

Mother's Day- Ladies Day Out( :

2009-05-11T15:00:00.004+08:00

I've been wondering.
Should I give myself another chance?
A new leaf instead ? LOL.
Or isit too early? maybe. LOL.

Yesterday, movie-ing. Granny, Mom, Sis , Aunt & Me. Great movie. Daring enough. Movie , I'll rate it 4/5. As it has not achieve the standard whereby audience will get so wow upon it. Even tho , the story is showcase based on the real life. On whats out there with the bikers and their girls. The actor need to showcase their acting more. &I hope there's a continuation of the moviee. As the movie hasn't complete yet . Hehe. I seems like a movie critic. Maybe potential movie director? hahaha( :

.Hope to discover the Real You .

2009-05-08T16:08:00.002+08:00

A few more days before MOTHERS' DAY( :
Met Fally & Sofea after school at Tampines One.
&End up buying it at Tampines Mall .
Im wayywayy chooosy , i know.
Haha. &&anyway, thanks so muchhh Girlfriends!
Ran for 28, girls! LOL. hahahah .

Math Paper 1 & Malay Paper 2.
Great attempt . Better than previous tests & exams. Haha.
I hope to just pass my math . &Malay paper, ohmy! susahhh eyy the comprehension . Boleh gantung diri eyyy . hahaha ( : exaggerate seyy .

Long weekends ahead. Hahaa. &&On tuesday, will be Geography .
Ohhhh that one , must study like madcow! haha.

what am I waiting for?
him?but its all over way long ago .
once a cheater, forever a cheater .
A leopard wont change its spot .

Is This What Teachers Nowadays Upto ?

2009-05-06T19:55:00.005+08:00

Many things happen lately.
&I've been keeping quiet about it.
I don't want to do anything about it.
It will jeopardise her career. seriously.
Why do you even take up this job?
As a teacher , you need to have passion.
Teaching is all about passion. Not about occupation.
To me , teacher is unique. Well, you might not agree with me.
But sometimes, if you would look back or trace it,
teachers or friends apart from family that has given an impact in your life.
For me, personally , teacher. There's two teachers that had impact my life. Both a retiree now. Their care and passion to teach gives me the interest to learn and to do well academically .
Until today, I haven't met anyone yet like them.
Nowadays, teachers just do what they are told to. Which is to teach and at the end of the day, they receive their pay. Dont bother anything about their students. There are nolonger such things as care , passion ..etc.
Teachers in the past are much more what I really call the real teacher indeed.
Well, its not teachers day, i know! but its about how a student has a view on teachers nowadays. These are my views. Everyone has their views. Its the matter they want to express it or not . &know what ?
I wont mention name in here, but there's one thing for sure .
Why do you wanna teach when you just dont have a passion?
I just feel like asking you to walk out of the door and best is , pack your things and find another job.
Being teaching just dont suits you. well, the truth hurts and thats the matter of fact. As a student , we have our rights to make a complain to the principal or even parents will just do a complain. Its been weeks now, she just dont want to teach. & her reason was no one wanna hear her teaching. Well, the fact is only a few students dont want to listen to her. But hey! You're the teacher, cnt you do something rather than sit down there with your laptop and sometimes, just do your own things. Ohmy! I just dont know what to do. I just wish she could read my blog and do something. && know what? & when she want to teach, the way of her teaching is so sucky . She seems like she just dont have the mood to teach. Hey! Mdm, I tell you what , pack up your things and resigned!

Honestly, I respect the senior teachers more compared to the younger ones. I just dont know why . They just dont seem proffesional when teaching. Teaching is not something that is easy to carry out . Respect from students are not easy to earn. & By being strict, you dont earn respect. Students might be scared of you , but they dont respect you .

Today, I told my mum in the early morning that I dont want to come to school .
&the reason was, waste of time coming to school . When i can do my own revision at home rather than attend that teacher's lesson and for the whole hour , she dont want to teach . I really had enough of her attitude.

&&on Friday, I'll be sitting for two papers. Ohmy! Its Malay paper 2 . Hope I'll pass this time with flying colours. I dont want to just pass. I know I screw my Karangan. LOL. Math Paper one is on the way - Fridayy ( :

Its been years now. Im not sure what else do I want .
&what am I still waiting for ?

2009-05-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

Everything that happen in front of us, we can make them as guidance in life.
Why do they have to do such things ? Cant they just appericiate their wives and kids at home? What else is not enough ? I just cant understand! I might not be the one going through. But this is happening in our community, country , our own family, our own relatives, our own people. Everywhere is happening . Cant they just appericiate with whatever they have? Maybe this is what you call human beings. Never enough and satisfied with whatever they have . Always wants more. & for example : ith 4 wives still want to search for another cheap woman. Who is to be at fault ? It takes two to tango. & 2 hands to clap .

I want to continue. But I'll stop here for awhile. & I will continue when I'll do the next post . Im just so exhausted that I need some rest.

Someone who sang this song. & I shall not elaborate.
I was super shy . & kaey whatever .

Biar lah bulan bicara sendiri
Biarlah bintang kan menjadi saksi
Tak kan ku ulangi walau sampai akhir nanti
Cukup derita sampai di sini

&know whhat ?
ilikesomeonestayinginourneighbourcountry .

2009-04-27T19:09:00.003+08:00

Holla Earthlinggggs!

Im like , BACK! lol . & oh, know what? Nervous & know what ? the sound system was bad && i think people cant hear me. Its not that I speak too soft . Haha. LOL.

Okay, its past. Its on last wednesdayy . about the international friendshiip day .

SAT & SUN?

Lol. You dont wanna know. haha. Ohmygod! I cant believe she said that . haha. & I think I am. I just have to accept the fact that I am . Okayyy . Sunday saw them.

Nervous? Yeah. But maintained. Lol. Sitting at the corner -back. I just felt much like it there. I just hope to have a seat whereby alone and at the corner back of the class. anti-social? nah, i'm not. It's just that i like being alone at times.

& yeah, i just wish that one day it willl happen. Exams will resume on the 8th of May.& the last paper will be on the 18th of May &it's the Design & tech paper.

Heart beat was about : 90 yesterday . hehe.

excited. nervous. shocked.unprepared.unexpected.unexplainable.

&I have this quiz from Fally .

Since I have sometime, I'll spare some & do this( :

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Cheecks , of course( :

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Great, its Monday!

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Oh! with Liyana.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- Nah. I dont think so.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- Erm, maybe.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yes, but now, nolonger .

7. Do you want someone dead?
- I shall not answer this.

8. What does your last text message say?
- Im already on my way home.

9.What are you thinking of right now?
- Lol. Sleepy .

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yesyes!

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 10plus pm .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Adidas outlet .

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- Ohmy. Super durh!

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- Goodfriend of mine( :

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:

1) Isya Hudson .

2) Diana Grace.

3)Sheereen .

4) Irna Izzati .
5) Sis Ruzz.

6) Syaa .

7)Puteri .

8) Fally.

9) Najibb .

10)Hamzah .

16. Is 2 having a relationship with?

-No idea, we havent met up for so longgg .

17. Is 3 a male or a female?

- Female, durh .

18. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?

-Lol , very funny!

19. What is Number 1 studying about?

-Not suree, eyy .

20. Is Number 4 single?

-I dont know. maybe I guesse. lol.

21. Say something about Number 2?

-she's cute. adorable & sweeet .

22. What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?

-haha. LOL. why not try out & see.

23. Describe Number 9

- Funny guy . LOL. & Lame.

24. What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- I'll spank them!

25. Do you like Number 8?

- Yesss! My bestfriend forever. hehe!

2009-04-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

Its been days and Im still not well.
IIIIII. Coughed and coughed like mad dogg in the class.
&It's like during the exam paper. Up to one part, whereby I just ran out.
Arrrrgh, irritating throat. & my voice is like frog's dad. haha( :

Just now, malay paper 1 & social studies.
Okay! I screwed the last SBQ question. Time's up!
wthell ? nvm, there's still, geography .
Just imagine, in this kind of condition, still studying for the next day's exam.
You think can absorb? Well, I myself ont think so .
But atleast, I memorize something .

2009-04-21T20:10:00.001+08:00

To fall in love is always easy

To start a relationship is always simple

To build it, is always tough

To maintain it, is 'better said than done'

To break off, is 'easier said than done'

To remain friends after u broke off, is never possible

To forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'

To heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple but one has to try to heal your own heart.

2009-04-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

This week. Ohmy.
Sooo many things undone. & its piled up on my desk.
Tons of them. & emails not read.
N level is getting nearer and nearer each day .
&Last Saturday, my school had this cross country.
&I managed to came in with the blank card which means in the top 100 placing. Not that bad uhh. For the Upper Sec girls. Really . I didnt really run. Haha. &yet , managed to get top 100 placing .

Last week, had my English papers. The midyear. Err, quite tough.
But manageable. I hope I pass with flying colours. I dont wanna let her down.
& know what ? She promised me that if I pass my N levels with flying colours, she's gonna let me go with Fally and Sofea all to Bali.
Ohmyyyy! I wanttt. & I m so gonna do well.
Wont be seeing me updating muchh. I wanna spend my time with books.
Hahhaaha ( :
When there's a will, there's a way .
Di mana ada kemahuan , Di situ ada jalan.
Weeehee! In malay eyy ( :

2009-04-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

Busybusy time!
I'm always busy. Wonder when can i be free?
So how was my weekend?
Great, Ofcourse.
Shopping. Food. Movie. Bowling. Leisure.
They made my day (:
Mum , Dad, Mummy Anne, Uncle Norf, Phoebe, Nini, Qaish.

&&our next outing so must be the Sunway.
Its a must! After my exams.

Ohmy. Thursday is my first paper. Its English.
Ohmy. Im so afraid if I screwed it uppp.

Malay oral was okay. I speak as much as I could .
It was about recreation. So quite manageable.
Not that bad , I supposed! ( :
Luckily, the examiner wasn't that cikguu. I seriously wont go for the oral if its her to take me. Cause she is ridiculous. Just like last year, I just couldnt be bothered to continue and just end halfway . Mind was blocked by her remarks.

2009-04-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

Busy week.

Many things happened. &there's so many to blog.

But not today. Just a siple post for today, alright.

Last friday, was parent-meet session. Okay, nothing much about it.

Luckily good comments . Lol. Only the results part wth. haha.

Will definately nomore wondering minds. lol.

&i've made promises to my mum for a better and much better results at the end of the year.

&I better get that .

&On saturday, was Kak Nur's wedding.

Awesome! & the solemnisation was in Al-Falah's Mosque.

Then the ceremony resumed at the Pandang Cusine. just beside the Mosque.

Nice. &&Oh, soon as I get the picture, I'll post it.

I did better for Chemistry test. Yeay!

Know whhy? Cause I study.

&as I always believe, If I want it, I need to do all out to get it.

&I'll shall say Never say NO.

2009-04-01T17:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET16 , NURULAIN!

This goodfriend of mine.

The bestclassmate of mine.

The superpandai student in class.

The caring one, The pretty one.

Eventho she's quiet , yet she's the one I'll approach if I had doubt or anything in class.

We've been goodfriends since sec3.

The sweeetest girl ever( :

&thats why she's in girlguideee.

LOL.

hugs&kisses, darl.

NCC POP 2009

2009-03-31T21:32:00.006+08:00

My bestfriend; Ferina Arriyani.

She's always there for me. Great companion. Eventho, we're not that close in NCC , yet you're suchha greattt ladyyy. &Oh, thanks for everything aightt. Who always tells me what bad / good I've done. & What mistakes I 've done and shouldnt repeat it. We've went through thick and thin yawww( :

thgoodfriend; Niiena.
thma'am; Basirah

Th delicious cake from the PartA,B&C

The Passing Out Parade 2009

Th lady who've guide me through this NCC. She is a great friend whom I look upon to. She'll always be your listening ear and she'll advised you. Nomatter how angry I am, Im always cooled by her words and her sweetest smile(: How lucky I was when I get to know I was told to work with her through out all training in NCC as her APC while she's my PC. The note she gave me means alot to me . & I cant held the tears and hugged her and we , you know girls! haha( : She knows me quite well too. She's caringg. Ohmy. It has been a great pleasure and experience to work hand in hand with you. I just love her so much.

Liyana Arina Bte Samsari

Thank you so much for all this while(:

Filzah.

Ohmy. This say of her's to me during PDS training.

" Alina, focus , focus."

Hahaha. Those funny scoldings I've got from her during our practises.

&guesse what ? It helps alot. What you expect early in the morning during holidays and came for training with half awake. Hehe(: She's a great friend. With her lame jokes .

&&Oh Fil, during the NCC camp when we're sec 3? I remembered those funny chasing thinggg if you still remember. Hehe(: Memoriiies. &Iloveyou, hunney.

First and foremost, Thanks Junyuan NCC cadets. You guys have been a great bunch of cadets. Great time we had all this while. The ups and down. The scolding you've always got , The punishments we served together, The training under the hot Sun, The attitude we gave towards one another, The hatred, The love, The care , The Discipline, The commitment, The challenge we went through all this while, The spirit of being togetherness, The responsible each and everyone of you carries in yourself, The pride and how you bring yourself. The most important is the leadership in each and everyone of you has.

Especially, to my Part Bs.With all this time we've went through together, I've once said to you guys that we'll always be there together through thick and thin. The scoldings and punishments we gave doesnt mean we dislike you or what but instead , we want you to have the high standard of discipline. So yeah , likewise, soon , you'll be like us one day and you'll understand.

As I always belief, you'll understand better when you stood in my position. Dont judge blindly, alright .&last but not least.Never let others brings you down. If you think you're right, go on to it. Hold on to your principle and dont let it escape.

2009-03-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

Just now was veryyyy weird.
Usually, i would stand one corner and would be very invisible to others.
As most of you knows me, when I dont know people I'll keep quiet.
What you aspect? Talk to people whom I doesnt know with random talks? No wayy!
hahaha(: Just now was wayyyy funny.

A kid about 13 or younger , came to me asked me if Im malay or other race.
&I just said " Uhh".
Haha. Lol. & She asked me my name and so I answered her and smiled.
Then I moved away before she asked me more questions.
& another girl came , asked me if my mum is my sis by pointing to my mum's standing dir.
& so i said " she's my mom" haha. She just said " OOOOH!"
I moved away and went to my mum.
Hahaha. Irritating preteens!

&&Oh, gotta studyyy.
tmrrow's Chem's paper!
Ohmmmmy.

2009-03-27T22:30:00.004+08:00

Im glad that actually someone understands me.
I shared things with her. & i told her my story.
She gave me this realisation whereby that
Im much more luckier than her.
&I believe this say " You'll understand better when you've encounted the same thing"
So true.

happy Birthday

2009-03-27T21:29:00.003+08:00

Earthlings. Ohmy.
People I apologise for not updatinggg.
Its been a week for now. I know that. lol .
Okay . Nothing much interesting happen this week .
Its just that busybusy as always.
For my friends , they know me as the busy woman! hahaa.
That's what most of them says. Always been busy.
hehehe( : Rather busy than nevermind.

So yeah, sad thing as that we the part D's stepped down
from NCC last Tuesday and from PDS just now. Sad eyy .
Miss the bonding and stufff. Oh my, no more under the hot sun.
Hehehe (: &that's the reason why my skin is now this colour kaey. so
the darkkkk . but who cares ? lol .
&best thing is that, can concentrate on studies more often.
Cut off two days in a week. hehe( :

Kaey tomorrow is my aunt birthday.
Her 25th birthday. Just wanna wish her
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY( :

&wanna wish happy birthday to another two people(:
my friend : AIDILIN FITRI.
&also, eventhough, we're not close now due to some reasons.
really, i know you've been reading my blog. and i just wanna tell you, i miss you and i remember your birthday.
Happy Birthday KHADEEJAH hunney! ( :
I just hope to meet you soon , just beep me.

2009-03-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

2009-03-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16, FerinaHunney!

I hope you like the present :)

The sweet bestfriend here is 16. I like the fact that from enemy now to a bestfriend. Its been 4 years now. Since sec1 we've been goodfriends. She's understanding & caring. Sometimes, we get into small arguments. Due to my sensitivity-ness! haha(: She's the one that i trust the most. seriously, she is the treasure box. she knows me best. i can never lie to her. i myself dont know why. she's the best. and seriously, i care for her and i love her.

Ohmy. now i sound like im a les. Haha. Im straight, yaww!

Iloveyou, darl.

2009-03-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

I dont know why .

I dont know what .

I kept on thinking of you.

Your eyes. Your smile. The way you speak.

Everything.

Initially, I was afraid that I would screwed everything upp.

But ended everything was beautiful .

May god always bless me. Amin .

I just hope the day would come again.

&hell yeah, Lucky by Jason Mraz says it all .

&anyway, the song he played on the piano,

Ohmy! I swear. It was beautiful .

Hehehe( : The feeling was just like the wind.

2009-03-17T10:55:00.004+08:00

Awesome-est outing!
We watched Dragonball Evolution .
&&the movie turn out to be good. [intially, i thought it was animation] hehe!
They made my day(:
Thanks to Kak Ain. Abg Irwan . & Faizal(:
We had dinner at MAD JACK.
Good food and delicious!
Check out th pics( :

2009 Junyuan NCC Annual Unit Camp

2009-03-16T12:51:00.003+08:00

The telematch

Area cleaning time.

Its me.

Juliet4 giving their best vs Juliet 3

[Captains Ball]

that's Juliet4's Flag.

to be continue....

2009-03-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

2009-03-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

Pesta Perdana

2009-02-28T22:02:00.005+08:00

The night of glitz and glamour. Celebrates the 10th anniversary of its pretigious awards show. Its Pesta Perdana 10. The main objectives are to recognize, aknowledge and honour the best talents in the Malay industry in Singapore. With the theme of " Dreams do come True" There were 25 awards given out. New catogories were added this year . New this year is the creative award category, which includes awards for Best Videography, Best Scriptwriting, and Best Image and Styling. Tickets are not available for purchase.&I was there on invitation( : Performances were not that bad. But it wasnt great either.

2009-02-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

" Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life...." Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Single parents? What are you people's view towards single parents?
Especially single mother ? I'm speaking about a mother with kid(s)
that went through the process of divorced?
We have no rights looking down on them.
I've known some single parents.
Really , its not easy for them.
But most of them managed it well.
& some got remarried while some still preferred to be single.
If I give out my point of view, some people might say ,
I've not gone through the process , how shall i know?
Well, its up to individual how you accept it.
But if i were to put myself in a single parent shoe, I rather build a new family just with my kids. I will give my children the best for everything.
From my point view , there is nothing wrong for some parents who remarried.
Especially for some who went through sour marriage, its encourage to build a new family.
NOT ALL i mean. It doesn't mean that people who didn't remarried cant build a family. Some women would have heard this and maybe they could even believe this " we don't need a man " But let me tell you, man need woman. Many research had done and that's the result.
Do you think man can live without woman ? & answer is : According to anyone that is gay. Then yes. But ask any guy that isn't. It's a no. We can't live without them. In the beginning God made man but later saw that man needed a help-mate, then He made the first woman to be a companion of the first man. In view of the above, for the purpose of companionship man cannot live without a woman. However, for religious reasons some men may choose to live without a woman.
This does not imply that they enjoy staying without a woman. Conclusively, the issue of whether man can live without a woman is relative depending on the circumstance or the person in question. If God deemed it fit for man to live with a woman, a natural man must feel OK to live with a woman.
&so from here, so single mother will need support from actually their own children. Not as in financially but support that will make her to bring up the children all by her own.&&know what ? Im proud of those parents who gone through shit and now , they

I just wonder how some parent could just don't care about their children out there ? Ohmy.
what kind of parent you are ? sometimes, parent consent about your where about make me feel like there's still someone cares for you, at least . &for so , those of you have a single parent maybe would feel lack of love , but trust me , the love you, but you don't see it. They are too busy finding food for you and money to support you, your education, your needs and sometimes, your wants. If they don't love you, they would just put you in those organization or those homes with those kids . you know what i mean , folks.
Its not their fault that they wanna be single parents, its just not their fate.
They are doing all their best to bring you up and once , you've succeed please never forget what they've done and sacrifice for you. Never leave them alone. You'll need them . They're your guidance since birth. & now , you wanna leave them?
I simply don't understand those kids who leave their home. or they call it run from home and overnight in their friends house or whatever. never run from problems cause problems after problems will keep chasing you.

Well, someone inspired me of posting this issue.

2009-02-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

Okay today boleh tahan funn.
LOL. some words in malay.
Infact, I've never post anything in malay.
But I want to. Maybe one of this days. Fully whole malay ?
Why not ? Practising my malay . LOL.
School- blabla as per normal.
&Physics on that particular topic suck a bigg time.
Wth ? really, hate that topic. Ohmy.
&&Im sure gonna failed. whatever. Im gonna study harder for the
upcoming TA for physics. Hell yeahhhh!

&&almost meet up with Fally.
But texted her late so takk jadiii. Haiyohhh!
anddddso, stayed back with Ferina and Dina accompany them
for the FDS. well, they're gonna have the competition this Saturday.
Hope they'll win yaaaaw( :
&&Ohmy! I need to study my vocabbb , tmrrow there's test!

2009-02-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday.

CIP &then class bonding .

I must say, we had funnn. really .

Its been a year plus going through things together.

&we've bonded. nice classmates after all.

especially the girls. you know yourself.

&today, went to SHATEC.

Okay I'm really not sure yet to pursue my O or

just take private or what ? Isit too early to think?

Well, maybe I'll just do my best and see what the outcome.

Toodles.

** i just miss her. i want th friendship like how we use to have.

its my fault. i know. tell me how i can "repair" it. we've lose one.

I dont wanna lose another one now.

Valentines Day.

2009-02-14T19:14:00.002+08:00

ITS VALENTINE'S DAY, everyone
Exchanging of gifts yesterday in school ( :
At home too . LOL .
My mum baked the brownies and me with sis helped to shape it up .
We did a heart shaped brownie ( :
THANKS MOM .
Thanks Girlfriends.
.may OUR friedships will always be together till eternity- LOVE YOU girls.
&Thanks Cliquemates.

&&HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my beloved GRANNY ( :

2009-02-08T14:03:00.010+08:00

Running.

Yesterday from Tampines to Changii & back to Tampines.

I didnt know that I could jog that farr .

Thanks to Fann Howe. Haha.

The turkeybacon sandwichh-eeeew!

&&Basically the going back I walked . Haha.

Didnt want to jogg. LOL.

Someone's just passed away .

At my block. 6th Floor.

I didnt know until my domestic helper told me.

&&I quickly suspected my friend's relative.

Called her and yea it was true.

Condolence to her and her family .

May the soul rest in peace.

AMIN.

Tons of work still not done.
Things are buddling upp. & Ohmy!
So little time. Squueezing everything within this time( :
OOOOppps! there's PHYSICS tesstt. musttt study!
cannn't afford to fail, or else...to be continued.
IMY, hunney( :

2009-02-06T20:39:00.009+08:00

In life, there's things we dont want it to happen.
&there's things, we just couldn't accept it that it already happened.
Then we'll tend to look back.
&&guesse what ? We'll regret.
If that's lie, Im telling you, it sucks a big timeee.
For whatever we get now, its our choice.
Really. You might not realised it, but why must you regret with what you've decide ?

Undescribeable Feelings.

You still have doubts isit love?
&anyway, i was stunned by the questioned being delivered.
well, im sorry for all the hush words and neglecting you.
trust are not easy .well , not everyone get the trust quickly. it takes time, tho.

Feel like going for a jog tomorrow.
But Im feeling so lerthagiccc.
Just now had PDS trainings.
Trainings were pretty alrighhht( :

&sometimes, you just cant judge a book by its cover.
Things are so unpredictable.
Especially people ( :

maybe, maybe not :

2009-02-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Say what you wanna say .
Im cruel. Im bad. Im selfish.
Fyi, I dont care.
&anyway, just keep all the comments to yourself.

2009-01-31T12:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY , FAISAL ( :

2009-01-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

FallingInLove?

Whatdoyouthink ?

Have you ever feel of the moment whereby everything stops but only your heart speaks?

Well, you may think its weird.

Sometimes, things maybe unpredictable.

You may never know who you'll be with next time?

So, never judge or you'll be judge by the above( :

pictures

2009-01-26T21:53:00.007+08:00

fallybby, you're 16 now( :

.ncc.

CNY

2009-01-26T19:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR , people( :
As a singaporean , we celebrate multi-cultural celebration .
Regardless of race or religion .
Once again people, hope you have a great celebration during this long weekend.
Its the year of Ox anyway .

.AllAround.

Life has to go on.

Nomatter , whatever the circumstances may be.

We live once in our lifetime.

If one has gone, you could fine another one.

Dont make yourself so low that you are stuck and lost .

Things happen for you to learn .

&not for you to feel regret &keep on blaming yourself.

There are scars.

Some are meant not to be forgetten .

Why ?

Reason: For you to learn and its a guide for the right path .

Its not your mistakes.

Cheer up ( :

2009-01-22T18:59:00.003+08:00

In love again ?

Maybe. Unsure.

Mixed feelings.

Worried. Why ?

Questions. With No answer .

Maybe not ready yet ?

Not ready for a change.

But until when?

People asked.

2009-01-21T18:22:00.003+08:00

Super crazy day today .

Sucha messy day for me.

Why ?

Cause , everything about me was messy.

But lucky , i didnt messed up my day ( :

Super duper awesome funn when it comes to be surrounded by your goodfriends( :

Sometimes, I just think that maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Dont you think so, people?

Here is something I wanna share :

&what you think of this ?

"We always believe our first love is out last, and our last love is our first."

"No, this trick won't work.

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?"

&&i saw JOHN.
merepek!

haha. everyone said he was ugly.
But hys cute okay, girls!

random!

2009-01-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

Most of us[Ncc girls] got home happily ( :

As most of us got promoted.

It was unexpected lurh for the part Ds' .

Initialy, I thought I wont get promoted after getting 3Sergeant Rank .

But today, the part Ds wasnt informed that who'll get the promotion .

Unexpected. Me, Dina Suziana and Ferina got our 2ndSergeant [2SG] Rank.

awesomeeeeeeeeeee( :

hopefully. i could get the pics we took just now.

fabulous dayy we had during training .

&i simply enjoy being with my part Bs' .

2009-01-18T18:36:00.002+08:00

Confidence .

Day by day, infact, losing it.

I wonder where does the confidence I use to have .

What makes it goes off ?

I even think low about myself.

How can that ever be ?

I need to gain it back .

Love.

Its not blind. Its just got to understand.

Maybe I m just too late .

But I'm unsure .

Thanks Alynhunney for this. I 'll keep that in mind.

You've seen it for what I 've went thru .

&You are still there now even .

time will heal babe ,

you'll find tht person soon .

sumtimes the person is there right in front of u .

cume u dont notice and realise his been there .

2009-01-14T16:25:00.004+08:00

YHAPPY SWEET 16 FALLYbbyY
Meeting her this weekend.
imissyou.iloveyou.

2009-01-12T17:11:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to those who did well

and gave your very best for the O's.

CCA Fair.

How was it ? Great, I could say . Not bad. Better than last year .

&hey, PDS did quite well. I'll upload the video soon aight .

&Thanks Guo Yan for guiding & recording for us , pds.

Hope to see the new cadets soon ( :

Maybe I shouldnt say that .

That was just super wrong .

Hopefully, there'll be another chance, soon .

&next time, i must not turned them down .

&&that's a promise.

2009-01-07T19:47:00.003+08:00

First thing first ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Its 2009 , no longer 2008.

Start a new with new resolution.

Whatever is past, let it be history but not just a history but also to improve ourselves . So, maybe some of you would like to start on to forgive and forget .

That's a good one actually to get a start with . Everyone deserves a chance. & For most, second chance means ALOT. & every year, you're getting older , not younger , so why not upgrade yourself ( :

Think about that .

New Class, New Environment .

It isn't really a new class, as majority of them are still in there. In fact, all. But there's addition to the enrolment. As some of the express students dropped to Normal Acad stream .& as they take up the same subject as us, they're in our class. They're Okay. Not bad. Maybe too early to see. &I'm still the NE representative . &soon, the presentation to the whole school is drawing near ( :

N Level.

Now and then , each teacher that comes into the class, would stress us on the 19 points. Ohmy. Its really a target for me to get below 19 for 5 subjects.

Efforts are needed of course and forcus.

Nothing should be on my mine, except aiming to get into sec 5 by next year .

PDS training.

Every training gives me the feel of togetherness towards the part C and the Part D . The Part C's are nice after all . Maybe then they were too young. &so that's why they don't know what they were doing. But as time goes by, they tend to understand and immuned to it ( : & for NCC , i'm taking the part Bs' along with Liyana . CCA fair will be on this coming week. Busy week, busy with trainings, the performances ( :

2008-12-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

Early morning , went for training in school .

Pds as usual . I was late as I wasn't that well earlier on .

&About two , met up with my bestfriend.

Planned to buy pressie for Syaa & Fini .

As we're gonna meet them tomorrow to something like bestfriend celeb .

&&Bought pressies for both of them .

I hope they like the pressies ( :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAA & AFINI ( :

***********************

Sometimes, somethings we need to keep within ourselves.

Eventhough its hurting , we need to just swollow it .

But somehow, its unhealthy .

&Yet , maybe things that happen to me are just path for me to be a better person .

InsyaAllah .

Patient. Love. Cherish . Treasure. Understand . Give &Take. Listen . & Accept .

With God's will , I hope I could overcome this situation .

Eventhough its me going through alone .

I'll make sure I'm never gonna regret and will change to make that thing fit me.

I wont make myself fit that , I'll make sure that , that will fit into me.

2008-12-25T20:37:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS , EVERYONE.

P.S: All I Need For Christmas Is You .

2008-12-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'm in LOVE with JOHN .

How about that ?

2008-12-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

Oh Hello ( :
So its been like 24562456days didnt update my blogg .
& i dont know if there's any readers to my blog .
&so , nevermind.
Kaeykaey . so yeahh , whats with today .
PDS in the morning. As usual , we had trainings .
Quite fun uhh today . &&yeah , ended at 12 .
&&went home. Quick lunch at home.
About 2 , meet up with Ferina & Sis Fhil.
They were acting like donnoe what so that i will not notice them.
But heyhey! I'm quite sharp eyy . Hahaha ( :
Normal stuff . Girls. Shopping. Train . Early Dinner .
Movie - Angus Thongs & Perfect Snogging . walk here and there.
Total rating . Great day with the siblings.
Awesome muchhh ( :
Anyway , thanks yea siblings Y

Karma

2008-12-16T22:36:00.003+08:00

I believe in KARMA.

Things just dont happen the way it is sometimes.

We plan but it doesnt turn out the way we want it to be.

Apologise for whatever it had happened.

But I assumed its too late now.

&&anyway, sometimes, people just dont feel like how you feeel.

that's what you told her, you remember ?

2008-12-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Paint the DNT design studio with Naufal & Nabil.

Nad went off earlier. As she had something on .

&&Mr Loh provide us Lunch. so caring of hym ( :

soaked with paint all over. but FUN ( :

;continue tomorrow again .

2008-12-13T15:25:00.003+08:00

On the 11.12.08

me & fally watched WHEN THE EARTH STOOD STILL.

super duper awesome moviee, eyy!

enjoyyy muchh evening with Fallybby.

ofcourse we will go for the Ice-Skatingg soon yeahh, hunn(:

ncc bbq 2008

2008-12-12T00:13:00.005+08:00

AFIQAH ( :
. DINA. FATIN. VONNIE. AL.

WITH AFIQAH ( :

WITH LIANA ( :

MYSELF( :

WITH SYAHIRAH AND INSYIRAH.

THE GIRLSNCC BBQ 2008

awesome. really, it was super duper fuuun, i tell you.
&& wanna know what ? this is the 1st BBQ for jyncc unit-girls.
so yeahh , who came ?[the part Cs] ; Liana . Afiqah. Alina. Dina Suziana. Dina R. A'kasha. Hanif. Hatta. Faris Syahir. Anuar. Yazid. and some of the part Bs[pds cadets], and some of the seniors ( :
so yeahhh. i was all drenchhed wett . thanks to Dina and Liana( : lol. they carried. and my hair were all sandyyy. and so niceee that i didnt bring any spareeee. Ohmyyy! so how? just like that- all weettt. and uppnextt, Fatenn got pushed by me into the wateeeer. and she's totalllyy wet as well and so do Voniiie. awesoooome muchhh. laterrr parttt, Dina Suziana wants to playyy with us in the water. & for donnntt know what reason, a'kasha broughttt that snooookyyy googgly sttuff. haha. scuba or whatttt. lol . yet, they're sooo cute in that thinggg. haha.

Ohmmmyyy! this is so trebbbillly hilariiious! know whatt ? there's this man, his with his long shirt and just yellowwwww undiiies walking by the beachhh. and i laughed like maddddwoman and so those girls . hahaha! so funnnyyy. i guesse his stresss or dont know whyyy. really. and he was smiling as he saw us laughinggg then he walked away. can you imagine. its not swimming trunk. its undiiies. ahhahhaa ! pathetic country, making people so stresss!

me and dina suz went to rent bike for funn riding -just an hour.
we did a few turns and yea, thanks Hanif for returning the bike to the rental shop as i was doing some stufff. enjoooy muchh. people there were so funn and awesomeeeeest!

we ate. and seriously , it was nice. i loveeee the chikennn. ofcouse laaa. my mum marinated them whattt ( : thanks mom! andand fyi, this BBQ makes us gett muchh closer and understand one anotherrr muchhh. realllllyyy. just saddd that some couldnt make it. i know its a last minute thinggggy. we should organiseee more of this. whennnns the next outinggg yea ?

headed home with afiqah and dina suziana by cabbby.
sent all of them offf and i m the lasst one to get home. lol.
routinnnnee( :

we did took alot of pictures yet i didnt received muchh yet.
will upload more once i received them , aighhht( :

HAMMMYhugggsandkisses.

2008-12-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

Okay people!

Let me start with .. its raining, quite heavily .

&now, i m having quite a bad headache. as if hys hammering it! wtv.

Met Dina S . then we went to P** to grab tix. - walking in the rain, people!

Something occurs. and we didnt bought! ( : how nice.

Positive side, we saved money! ( :

&Yesterday, joined Liyana&Filzah.

at the stadium in the very early. hahaha.

3rounds.cause i came late. i'm always late.

hey, i m staying quite far , you know!

&& so then , ahead to school then pds meeting-no training .

went to DNT workshopp. Clean up the store-superduperdustttty!

For just an hour ( :

Sometimes, i think its just a waste of time.

Cause I feel that its just no use of waiting .

Its been years now. & Chances meant to be given once.

Happy Birthday

2008-12-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , QAISH ISHRAF.

YOU'RE A YEAR OLD NOW ( :

2008-11-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

I MISS NADHIRAH BBYYY ( :

&there's this quiz from her blog.

&&i saw my name- lol . [gonna do it just for her , yaawww( : ]

The person who tags you ?
Ruz. Nad. Fally.

Your relationship with him/her/they ?
awesome-est living creature on EARTH!

Your five impressions of him/her/they ?
fashionable. adorable. beautiful .own personality. great friends!

The most memorable thing she/he/they said to you ?
Nad : you dont live to please anyone.

What is it that you want to tell her ?
Nad: i promise to treasure you even when we are nolonger trip buddy! ily.

Fally: you're the awesome-est bestfriend &forever no one will replace you ! imy.

Ruz: you're the sweetest sis ( : *hugss*

Your overall impression of her/him ?
great !

How do you think people around you feel about you ?
not sure .

The most ideal person you want to be with ?
oh ! Taufik of course! who else?

On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself ?
i dont hate. i dislike.

For the people that care and like you, say something to them.
treat me well & trust me, god is always there to watch over you ( :

Pass this quiz to the people you wish to know how they feel:

1. FallyBBY.

2.NadBBY.

3.RuzBBY.

4.SyaaHnny.

5. FerinaALFEFA.

6. FarisALFEFA.

7.NajibDude.

8.HamzahBrooo.

9.QuraisahBBY.

10. NiniCarlina.

no.7 & 10 are together, will it be a good thing ?
nooooo wayyy. that will never happen. haha!

What is no.2 doing ?
im aint sure. on the phone maybe( :

When was the last time you chat with no.3 ?
a few days ago ( :

What kind of music does no.8 like?
erm. carlos santana's kind of song .

What is no.10 doing now ?
in her room with her laptop .

Is no.7 sexiest person in the world ?
hahaha! ask him , no comment .

Does no.1 have any pets?
nope.

Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends ?
nope. maybe friends ?

What colour does no.4 like ?
red .

Where does no.4 live ?
tampppy!

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
hahaha! past.past .

Talk about something for no.1.

she's hawt. she's cool. she's my no1 list . she's the one i love. she's the one i meet all time.

Where is no.2 studying at ?
Junyuan Secondary!

Does no.5 & 9 get along well ?
they dont even know each otherrr

What is no.10 hobby ?
movieee. shopping.

What is no.5 surname ?
why nt i say the full name ? Ferina Arriyani Bte Mohd Fairuz Shah

Is no.4 att/sgl ?
Single ( :

Does no.6 have any siblings ?
yerp, 2 elder brother( :

;tomrrow there's pds.

&& also celebrating Qaish Ishraf's bdayyy at 1 onwards.

Thailand Pictures

2008-11-27T22:06:00.007+08:00

the beautiful waterfall .
me with the local kids ( :

me near the resort .

in the early morning ( :

nabil. nadhirah. ms tham. hammoud. qi you .

my 1st nightt room mate at Oasis; Michelle.

The beautiful of nature

Daily Night Classes( :

Teaching them Nursery Rhymes

fang valley

the awesome SAME VAN people( :
just check in into our room ( :

Mr khong -my awesome geog teacher( :
Mr Kho -the super hygiene teacher( :

at the BAMBOO CLUB!

soil study .

their sports dayyy .

; there's still alot of pictures. just ask me , lol : )

2008-11-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

Hammy

The Same Van people with Mr Khong. Mr Kho . Ms Tham & Aruna

At the Shan Village

after the performance and fashion show.

The Mural Painters - we made it .

Here are some of the pictures taken at Maekok- Thailand.

This has been the awesomesssst trip ever with the school .

Im blessed to have great peers down there & we end being good friends( :

Sucha great experience.

We had fun through out the 8 days .

Nadhirah . Alina . Bernice. Ching Yee. Michelle. Eunice.

Mumtaz. Hafizah .Valerie . Megan .Lam Yan .Juliet .

Munirah .Josephine.Marlene .Hui Ting .Athena. Fatima.

Faris Sibert .Jia Yuan .Nabil .Qi You .Calvin .

Luqman .Aniq . Nathaniel .Zhi Kang .Paul. Xuan En .

Back home- from Vietnam

2008-11-15T14:17:00.003+08:00

Im home !

Im in Singapore , people( :

Vietnam was awesome
Whatever it is, the grass is always greener on the other side.

&&not forgetting , i had my hair cut. - short .

`waiting for another trip . in 2 days time.

thailand rehearsal second last .

2008-11-07T17:22:00.005+08:00

Heya'll ( :

what have i done tdy ?

.maths class[8-10am] .

.home[lunch & rest].

.thailand rehersal and meeting[2-4plus pm].

Alright , on Monday[10.11.08] will be my last meeting for me.

Ohmy , i cant wait for my trips( :

especially the Thailand one. Ohmy, Nadhirah will be my roommate( : hipppppeeee!

2008-11-06T18:44:00.002+08:00

I think its better to look ahead and find better things to do .

Everything let it be my past and lesson to be learn .

I need to have the confidence back in me.

I must have determination . -nomore saying i cant .

sometimes. words may seems so kind.

&one thing. my cinderella story stops half way .

the 10 little weird things.

2008-11-06T18:20:00.000+08:00

Oh well.

I've been tagged by IRNA and i'm one of her victim.

lol . So yea , will do what I have to do ( :

[The rules and regulations:]

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 3 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back !10 Weird things/habits/little known facts about ME!!

------------------------------------------------------------------------

So there 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.

i get agitated easily .
kids are just another love for me
i'll get a glass of water to drink everynight before went to bed.
i dont get jokes easily at all times.
dislike writting story , cause always went out of story .
writing poems are just sweet .
im so determine when do some stuff.
&&even so kan-chong at times .
i need to get my breakfast everymorning or else, i wont feel my day is complete.
simply love to scream ( :

&&the next 3 people are:

sis ruz. shereen .fally .

2008-11-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Along with my predictions,

OBAMA is the US President.

I hope he'll perform a great duty and avoid the blackky stuff[corruptions]

Corruptions are one on the main points on why there are wars.

2008-11-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

This holiday routine:

wake up early morning just for bridging .

i hope this will help alot for the upcoming exam( :

[speak up; something i want to share]

We should always tell ourselves that

We live with purpose. so why give up so early ?

Everyone is awesome just the way they are.

God has plan for you people.

What is your greatest disability ?

your weakness of can't achieve something ain't your disability .

put that out of your mind. start anew .

&I'm telling you my greatest disability is that guilt and fear .

guilt of my past sins and fear that i could not overcome.

Have you ever ask yourselves:

Who are you ? What are you ?

Why do you even here living on Earth ?

&& what do god owe you ?

talk to him , his always there hearing to your needs and wants.

his listening , why are you neglecting him ?

when you say you've got no one, remember, you always have him , the GOD.

If you want god to come near you, you got to draw yourselves near to him .

may with this , it shows you a better view.

. Allah Yubarik Fiq .

2008-11-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Treat everyone the same.

Treat them fairly .

Eventhough nothing is fair in this world.

Biaseness are everywhere too .

[next]

&anyway,

OBAMA vs McCAIN

who do you think gonna win this thingggg ?

who's gonna rule ?

who will rock the nation ?

YOU DECIDE .

studio dayyy .

2008-11-01T11:27:00.000+08:00

.today.

Sucha busyyy day, i could sayyy .

Did my bridging in the morning .

Rushed home- the make up thingy .

&&Studio; changed and pose here and there and pictures!

*say cheeeeseee, show me the teeeeeeth!*

my mum who did the make up for me [good job , mama!]

. Rushed to school .

what else if not about the parent's meeting- thailand thingggy.

ohmyyy. so informative about it. moneymoney .

there's barrrrrr. we could spent on .

&in a few days time, its Vietnam, ahoy!

2008-10-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyy.

Im glad with my new blogg ( :

totally, new look, eyyy.

& yeahh , whats with todayyy ?

Early in the morning, didnt went for bridging.

&also meeting for thailand -cancelled.

;ohmy. whats about tomorrow ?

.bridging in the early morning .

.photoshoot as i go home.

.meeting at school by 5:30pm.

.halloweeeen night by 7pm.

`do you think i can cover all ? i dont think so , i'll be going for the halloweeen, hunney .

. general .

sometimes, its hard to pleased everyone.

&yea, never give up in life.

why must you give up ? you've still got things to do.

just ask yourself, what is your purpose living .

think about your purpose and live your life.

why must it all come to an end ?

when you havent complete what you need to.

its the path to success .

special thanks :

&&thanks fally hunney.

accompanying me to PPC.

thanks alot. & imy.

2008-10-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

Bridging started last two dayys.

& last two dayys also we [n3] had fun with Ms Gan .

met up at vivocity. & we all watched HSM3 .

&fyi , Faris watched HSM3 for 3 times. and may on count .

ohmy. hys a real fanatic of Ashley Tisdale. & he call himself Faris Tisdale.

uppnext.

the thailand meeting are getting bored and bored each time goes byy .

seriouslyy . we are like studying , forgodsake!

lol . & yeah , today was all about river study .

we are gonna do the real thing -in thailand.

it seems fun , tho ! ( :

there's only 29 people goinggg .

&i'll be away soon for thailand.

Y 17november till 25november ( :

tooodles;

my new blog

2008-10-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

my new blog .

tagged me yeaaa( :

&anw, i'll be postingg muchh here like i do towards my prev blooggg.

take care , peeps( :

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAYYY , NINI CARLINA ( :